This is so hard to deal with. I had to keep myself from running up to you after you just walked passed me today. I know what we’ve said, but it is hard. I want you in my life. I just don’t know right now, how I want you…
I’m so terribly sorry for what I’ve done and is doing to you. If I only could listen to one half of my heart I would choose you in a heartbeat. You’re a wonderful man and I enjoy you as a person. If you disapear, you will be truly missed. That is the only certain answer I can give you at this point.
My heart still belongs to you .
